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My vision is blurry and the aroma of fresh baked green tea cupcakes makes my stomach growl.

Second day of 2008 and no particular thrills or eye opening changes. Just cupcakes and a new hoodie to keep me happy and warm. Looking back, 2007 has been one hell of a crazy roller coaster ride. The ups and downs led me on moments of excitement and dread. Important decisions, unforgettable memories, tears, new and broken relationships took place. And of course, I had my doubts and regrets. But I knew I had to move on and I pulled myself up. In the end, I learned they were all done for the good.

The talk I had with Julie earlier put me in a deep thought about many things including my faith. It saddens me to see my first resolution of 2007 come to a bitter end. I'm afraid that my faith has rather diminished. From the three days away from home in Tahoe, I fully understood that and am now determined to make changes. That is now my #1 goal of 2008. It just pains me to know it will stay that way for the longest time in my life. Two other main goals for the year: less laziness and more working out.

Weeell! I saw the Venus the other day at the mall. It's absolutely beautifuuuul compared to my ghetto, uglyass phone. I'd kill to have that phone right now, but there's no way my parents will buy me that pricey shit. As I hate to admit though, I miss my ghetto piece of crap. I have no idea how I lived the last 5 days without it. Thank God its replacement is getting delivered tomorrow (Yayy!). Ah, life was so inconvenient without it. And that just proved how much of a tech-freak I am.

mm, this fatty shit is too delicious to be true.

P.S. My motto of the year: “Live life with no regrets.”