the unspeakable mind of a lonely soul

Whaatta laid-back night. After frustrating moments at school, it was relaxing to have time for myself at home. Spent couple of hours thinking about things and doing what I like. It helped me to forget about some bothersome subjects that's been roaming and that perked me up a bit. I should do this more often, heh.

To my suprise, this week hasn't been the most stressful. Actually, this week has been great until the downfall from today. During tutorial, I talked to couple of my teachers about my current grades in an attempt to raise them. One I did sorta, but I couldn't even take the make-up test 'cause he didn't get it ready. After two days of reminders! Argh. And Kinkade! That impossible bitch. Yeah, she put in some lost labs that I found in the back of her classroom, but when I went back later 'cause she put in wrong scores on some of them, she goes "Noooo, I didd it once already and I'm not doing it again." And she didn't forget to add how perfect she is and doesn't make mistakes like everyone else in the world. Even when her mistakes were inevitable. That biatch. Ahhhhh! Why in the world did I get stuck with retarded bitches that doesn't even know how to teach?!?!?!

Besides grade issues, this week went by in an interesting rhythm. Some things happened, some things are awaiting to be revealed. My eyes opened up to things that I was blind to before. The real and the opposite. It's quite hilarious how some things turned out. Hah, and call me a weirdo, but I'm actually not worried about finals at all. Just a surge of anticipation to get over with them. After, I can happily make up for the canceled plans over break. Yippee!

So! I've been keeping up with my #1 new year resolution! (The others were broken long time ago. =/ Boo me.) I can already see the results. They aren't the most satisfying, but they definitely proved my negative predictions wrong. Hopefully I will keep up with this until the last day of this year and many more years to come.

Oh, before I forget. A few days ago, something unbelievable happened. My dad, who was firm about the "no driving until 18", talked to me about how I should get my permit soon and when I do, he would get me a CAAAAAAAR. That just totally made my day! Omg why is he so cool like that. But just to make sure, I'm gonna make him sign a contract soon. (= Hahaha, my little brother got himself a girlfriend. First gf, how cuutesy. Well good night everyone. And haapppy friday.