That's basically me right now - 11:21 PM of first Saturday of summer '08. After the last few days that consisted goodbyes, hugs, more goodbyes, and gulped down tears.
I must say, I despise this feeling. The sad sensation where all kinds of emotions come rushing at you. I don't know whether to laugh it out or cry cry. I don't know whether or not I will see you again in this lifetime. Maybe we'll run into each other at a random place at a random time. But, very unlikely. I don't know. Saying goodbyes, it's always been so hard. Honestly, I think that's one thing no one is good at. Well, for me, especially this year - tough beyond imaginable measures. So many times spend with certain people and the memories molded as each minute ticked away - the inside jokes, life stories, everything. Coming home, overwhelmed by so many goodbyes I repeated, my vision blurred as tears came gushing out. I want to kneel down and cry my eyes out.
Saying goodbye, it's the hardest thing in life that I'll never be able to handle well.
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