mission accomplished

12:18AM -6/12

After series of sleep-deprived nights from final exam preparations, I wish to do nothing but wait for the conclusion of my sophomore year. Without any significant tasks to achieve from being adjusted to the cycle of burying my head into historical information and algebraic graphs, I gladly amuse my bored self with online movies and last minute researching of summer activities.

I wait, wait, and wait some more. But it's obvious the fact hasn't sunk in yet. It feels too strange that after tomorrow, I will be called a Junior. It still feels like million hours away from now.

With the surge of excitement, at the same time a sense of hesitation, I anticipate the upcoming day of June 12 that will wrap up my second year of high school career. I imagine tomorrow as a day of Goodbyes, to many of whom I will never see again. But tomorrow will also be a day of a new doorway. The day to store up the cherished memories in the corners of our hearts, promise the day when we'll meet once again, and move on. I'm sucker when it comes to saying goodbyes; I tend to let emotions take over me, hopefully nothing would like would happen tomorrow. I'd hate to show tears.

One negative side of start of summer is having to say goodbyes.
And it's one of my least favorite things to do.


Besides that, tomorrow is going to be the most amazing Thursday of this year - last day school, possible shopping trips, TINO GRAD, dancedance! My Casio shutter will be clicking 24/7.