But, really, it's all good, cus He is with me.
So, before HORIZON '08 happened, I have to admit, God was practically the last thing on my list of priorities. Yeah, I was a church-goer, a CENT member, and an attendant of various Christian revivals and such. But something definitely wasn't right in my life. And that was Him, someone I turned my back on until my life turn into ugly shambles. It took me a retreat to realize such a mistake. He was there, He was there. I felt it; a sentiment far greater than anything in the world. Nothing can't even begin to describe the night it all happened. In midst of awe, I could do nothing, but kneel and break down in the presence of my longed Lord. He was there, He was there.
Of course, it wasn't my first time. But that night was different. It wasn't emotions, or fear.. just Him and my repetitive "sorry"s. Sorry that I was so ignorant, sorry that I was so judgmental, sorry that I wasn't genuine at times, sorry that I was harsh.. And the amazing thing is, even when I was living such a life of sin, He still forgave me and opened up His arms to embrace His returned child. I fell in love with Him all over again. He's just so deserving. And worthy. I'd lift up all the love to him in the world and it'd still not match up to how much He loves His children. He works in His own amazing, yet indescribable ways. He's been here through my good times and the bad. ALL FOR JESUS, ALL THE WAY! a4j <3
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